since i faded, i have had several dreams where i am being executed.
in all sorts of ways - i've been crucified, shot by a firing squad, hung, and taken out via the gas chamber and lethal injection (no electric chair .
these dreams are so real - no clue that i am dreaming!
Hi Jean, wow, I think you're spot on! I am actually very stressed out at work - and looking for a new job. It's been so bad that it has affected my health. I've been sick (colds, flues, viruses, etc.) almost non-stop since last October.
I guess I need to make a change quicker than I thought. Thanks!
- CF
this is impressive.
i've now been watching tv for 1 and a half hours and have yet to see *anything* happen.
will they play any sport at all or just 'tit about' all evening?
GH, yeah, vaguely funny at first - now incredibly irritating!
I'm leaning more towards the Eagles as well . . . but I'm more interested in ending each quarter with specific scores - as I entered my work's Superbowl Pool for the first time (oooh, sports gambling!)
- CF
this is impressive.
i've now been watching tv for 1 and a half hours and have yet to see *anything* happen.
will they play any sport at all or just 'tit about' all evening?
If they show that Ford Mustang Convertible commercial again, I'm going to scream!
- CF
since i faded, i have had several dreams where i am being executed.
in all sorts of ways - i've been crucified, shot by a firing squad, hung, and taken out via the gas chamber and lethal injection (no electric chair .
these dreams are so real - no clue that i am dreaming!
Since I faded, I have had several dreams where I am being executed. In all sorts of ways - I've been crucified, shot by a firing squad, hung, and taken out via the gas chamber and lethal injection (no electric chair . . . yet). These dreams are so real - no clue that I am dreaming! I am literally terrified . . .waiting for the decision - and then the impending execution to start. And hearing the news that I am about to be executed, my heart feels like it stops for a second and then scariest feeling of absolute dread and hopelesness comes into pit of my stomach. The executions are extremely detailed: I can hear the dirt crunching under the soldiers sandals as they move towards my hands with a hammer and nail in their hands; the noose is around my neck and I'm trying desperately to move it to the right part of my neck so that I'll die quickly from a broken neck instead of slowly by strangulation. Most of the time, I wake up about the time that I am about to die. Most times I am crying and my heart is beating a mile a minute. The reality of the feelings are almost too much to take.
I am often trying to understand why I have these dreams so often. One part of me thinks that maybe I was executed in a prior life - but that would mean I believe in reincarnation - and I'm not sure about that. Another part of me thinks that it comes from growing up in an extremely judgemental organization and being taught that every action of mine has has life and death consequences.
Does anyone else have these types of dreams? What do you think causes them?
- CF
this is impressive.
i've now been watching tv for 1 and a half hours and have yet to see *anything* happen.
will they play any sport at all or just 'tit about' all evening?
I tend to agree with Simon. This is a pretty unexciting Superbowl - so far. But wait, maybe Paul will have a wardrobe failure at half-time. Now THAT would be a sight!
- CF
i actually went to the meeting this morning (okay, sumeone talked me into going)...........god it was boring.......something about jesus and the kingdom and frigging deuteronomy and hebrews and jeremiah-was-a-bullfrog...........and then they talked about old faithful: mathew 28:19 20 "go therefore and piss everyone off selling btochtower and asleep magazines to all the inhabitents of the earth.
an' look: i am with you every frigging saturday morning till the government bans your sorry asses.
i escaped after the first meeting and met the stares of several good christians wanting to know why i was leaving half way through......i told the asshole elder who followed me outside: " i've got my period!!
OMG Mary, you are too funny! Had me laughing out loud also!
My last regular meeting was almost 4 years ago - but i've been to every memorial since then to placate (spelled right?) the family.
- CF
okay, i got a bike a couple days ago to ride to work.
problem is, work is 6 miles away.
wouldnt be a problem normally..but im living in a very very windy city.
You probably are already doing this, but streamlining your body by bending low to the bike should help quite a bit. When you are sitting up straight, you're fighting the wind with your entire upper half, but leaning low minimizes the amount of surface area hitting the wind and giving resistance.
- CF
i just had the strangest experience at the dentist.
i went to have a cavity filled and the dentist gave me nitrous - as usual.
i have taken nitrous at the dentist many times with really good results.
DH, yes, nitrous is the gas dentists use - usually administered through that "pig snout" black rubber thing that fits over your nose.
Thanks Jean! My appointment is on Monday at 4:00 pm Pacific Standard Time . I'll take all the good vibes I can get!
- CF
i just had the strangest experience at the dentist.
i went to have a cavity filled and the dentist gave me nitrous - as usual.
i have taken nitrous at the dentist many times with really good results.
I'm bringing this back to the top because it's been a year since my scary experience, and I have an appointment to get a filling on Monday. I plan to use nitrious - but will go ask to go slow with it. I'm starting to get pretty nervous . . .
- CF
my father-in-law has been very ill - has a bad heart valve.
i am really close to my in-laws as they have pretty much adopted me as their daughter.
i lost my dad a few years ago and my father-in-law is like my father to me.
Dawn,
I'm so happy to hear your great news! I too lost my dad to a heart attack.
Sounds like they have fixed up your father-in-law really well. I'm glad for you!
- CF
